Motivation

Do you ever lack motivation??? I do all the time. It is amazing really.. I lack motivation to clean, to plan healthy meals, to exercise, and to finish homework. I would love to get my work done for school in a manner that I was not rushing around. I would love to lose 20-35lbs before the wedding but I really lack the motivation to exercise and the will power to say no to crap food. Tonight I was all ready to go to the gym but since my boyfriend was not getting up to go as soon as I got home I feel off the wagon and ate a piece of better the pumpkin pie cake. Which yes is so good but not good for me. Where do people get the motivation to work out or the will power to not eat junk food, all the time? I watch the biggest loser but that is not enough motivation for me. These people really go through transformations, why can't I??? I am just frustrated with myself and needed to vent.

Mid Week Review

Today is not my best day ever. I had a long day at work where I made a mistake, luckly it was fixed without extra cost to the company. My heel snapped on my brand new boots while I was in class this evening! Dang it I really liked those shoes. Also, I hit a cat on the way home. Our neighborhood is very dark and there was a jogger on the side of the road that I swerved around and a cat darted out in front of me. I went and got Corey and we went back to check on the poor baby. Unfortunately there was nothing we could do for the cat. I cried forever. What a middle of the week. I am glad tomorrow I can sleep in. I have a doctor's appointment at 11:00 so I took half the day off. I am hoping the rest of the week goes better.

On a better note Friday is Halloween day at work and I am dressing up in nurses scrubs with blood. Our department is doing an insane asylum theme. Friday night we are having some friends over for pizza and Saturday we are having some more friends over for Halloween. My friend Amanda just had a baby and they are coming to KC and will be staying at our house for part of the time. I am very excited to see Baby Brian!!! Another friend is bring over her two boys dressed in their costumes and I am excited to see them also!

Engagement Session

Here are just a few shots of our engagement session taken by my good friend Sonya. She is an amazing women. You can check out her blog at http://thekarels.blogspot.com/.

Week End Review..

What a week I had. It was very uneventful. A couple nights of school. Wednesday night was very long and boring as I was already tired before class started. Working full time and taking two classes can be tough at times.

Some exciting news about the wedding. I booked the florist on Monday and the DJ on Tuesday! Two more things off our list. Yes!! Now I just need Corey to formely ask his groomsmen and usher to be in the wedding. We are having a very small party. 1 matron of honor, 1 bridesmaid, 1 best man, 1 groomsmen, 2 ushers. We also have 1 guest book attendent.